coming out of the valley

I have been dreading writing this post.

 that is probably why the last one was in May. 

I could lie and tell you that I have been so busy and that life is good, 

but that would be a lie. 

 Instead life has been hard, really hard. 

There have been some good moments but there have been a lot of tears, sleepless nights and heartache. 

It is through these times that I am reminded how small I am and how BIG God is. 

He has also shown me that He is a Fighter! He will Fight for the one He loves.

 He is a healer. He has started to heal this broken heart. 

He is a comforter. There were many nights where His word comforted me. 

He is Hope. His is my hope. 

 and His timing is perfect. 

You see I was hoping to be in Costa Rica right about now. But I am not fully funded yet. So here I am, still in Fresno. But that has been a blessing. Because GOD knew that I needed to be here in Fresno with family for this season. He knew that I need them just as much as they would need me.

I feel as though that I am coming out of the valley. That I am coming out of this season of life. The tears have started to come less, my heart doesnt hurt so much and I am sleeping again. 

I know that there is still a long road ahead but I know that I am not walking it alone. I have been surrounded by amazing friends and church family who I have felt their love and prayers. I also have my God who reminds me daily just how much He loves me .